slitmywrists-slicemythroat asked: I'm sorry. Please don't hate me!!! I don't think i could live if you did. I broke my promise. It was either cut or overdose. you didnt answer your phone and i couldnt talk to anyone. mark texted me but i didnt see it til after. he just made it worse he made me cry more. i just can't be strong anymore. I really am sorry sam...
it was either? no megan. neither should of even been an option. cutting yourself, overdosing, anything to hurt yourself or attempt killing yourself is simply stupid. shit cant be THAT bad that you NEED to do it. most of the time you do, its bc of a guy. which is completely fucking dumb. i just got my worrrld completely crushed cuz of jay t. ontop of that, im in more trouble then ive ever been in bc of that boy. 100% love him to death.i spent my valentines day in the fucking police station. &&what do i find out he did? got into a relationshio. with soneone back home.i put myself into a horrible situation just to see him for 3 fucking days.and im sSTILL dealing with it.all this happened ONTOP of my parents seperating, moving thousands of miles away from my family, friends, my home, where ive grown up for the past 15&a half years. do you have ANY clue how hard this has been? do you even underdtand how i feel? you dont have the slightest idea of what this has been like. ive reached my breaking point.did i try killing myself? did i take a razor to my arms? no. know what i did? started going to therapy. im now on medication for depressionand anxiety. it helps. maybe you need to do the same.dont wanna be mean, i love you girl. you know that. but somebody needs to tell you how itis, &as your bestfriend..imma do that for you.
iloveyouforever. <3
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